Saturday, September 1, 2012

Instead of Video Games

I WAS going to write something about girls playing video games, I think it's necessary and an oh so very entertaining topic, but I feel like that can wait.
I dunno, it's late so that will probably add a level of incoherency to this whole post but I was wondering, if there is such a thing as fate?
I've never really had such an "aha" moment before when I knew something was meant to be, or that I was in the right place at the right time. But, I am going to be cheesy, corny, and every other food related pun you can think of and say that I think I might have met the right person. I'm not talking about that "Oh I found the person I'm going to marry and we're going to ride off into the sunset in our matching Lambo's racing to our  house on our private Island happily ever after.." Nice thought... but no.
I guess, I mean that person that in a tough situation I can talk to them and afterwards feel like some of the weights nailed to my shoulders have been ripped off. Maybe things got a new light shed on them, different from the dim night light I was letting grace it's elephant-in-the-room-like presence. But I know, that there is this peace that passes all understanding and it's REALLY hard to explain. I don't feel like I need to impress you, or that I have to constantly worry about what I should do I guess, I'm content just being me even if right now I'm exhausted out of my mind. I felt like I needed to write this.
Of course, I hope you know who you are, I'm not even sure if you know about this and if you really will ever read it especially since you're not really a fan... but hey, secret little nugget if you find it. I think that's one of the most incredible things to find when you don't expect it. Another of my favorite things to do is use the capital letters to spell out things that are really on my mind and heart, especially if the little message seems to have some kind of poetic message to it. Yup. It's not poetic, it's just me trying to fill in the gaps. Gosh, I must be really tired to divulge something like that. Sheesh.
So I guess what I'm trying to say, or what I've been thinking all day, is thanks. I've learned a lot about me about you, about life, and all great things that are deep and meaningful. This new little adventure that's taking place is definitely going to be interesting for both of us and I'm curious to see what happens with the both us. Whether it is the beginning of the end, or something else entirely... I still have that weird peace and I know that things will be okay. Just wanted to write a note about it.
For those of you that thought this was going to be about video games, stay tuned! Tomorrow, I'm ripping on all sorts of females-including myself- when it comes to playing games.

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