My mind is kind of at a stand still I guess? There's so many things going that I don't really know what to stick with and run with. Too many thoughts thats for sure. So I'll make a list?
Alright! That's what I'll do, I'll list it up:
-I'm not a fan of immature adults
-I'm not a fan of the reproducing and creating immature childrenn
-I really want to get the Samsung Galaxy Tab with keyboard so I can write on the go...
-At the same time I really want to get the new iphone
-I love late night working out
-I'm pretty sure I've become nocturnal
-I miss Boise so much, I feel like I left my heart there.
-This year of freedom is the blessing that everyone should be given.
-I will be 18 in 10 months.
- I want to get my nose pierced a couple weeks after I turn 18
-I really enjoy writing but I get scared when thinking about writing a book... because it never turns out right.
- I have a friend in Canada and I have such high respect for him because he works so hard for 11 hours a day, everyday. From 4 p.m. to 3 a.m.
-I may actually get to see him this year in real life.
-I really want to get a miniature chihuahua when I'm old enough to handle that and going to school and working.
-I love my friends <3
-That Mio drink mix stuff? I'm drinking it right now and I have to stop after almost each bullet to take a sip because it's a peach mango EXPLOSION in my mouth each time... (sip sip) yup... *ahhh* that stuff is good.
-Sometimes I wonder what God has planned for my life, or at least twice a day the thought crosses my mind.
- I wonder constantly what it's like to be in that constant love feeling, and what it's like to actually meet someone your soul clicks with.
-I've noticed a lot of the times I'll act a certain way around certain people, maybe that's due to how familiar I am with them but still, it's weird.
-If I could do anything right this very second it would be fly to Paris and walk along the dimly lit cobblestone streets with a fantastic chai tea in hand and gazing at the people and stars that passed by.
-If I could do anything with my life and get paid for it, it would be to ask question and not neccesarily find answers, just bring them to the forefrontal of people's minds.
-I love reading but get intimidated by classic books because often times I don't neccesarily agree with them and get irritated when I have to grab for a dictionary every 2 minutes. Oh come on, you do too. You know what I'm talking about.
-I'm irritated that I still attend highschool but at the same time it is allowing me to follow the path  I want and give me a headstart to catch up with the people I care about.... and by pass the idiots who decided to leave me.
-There are a lot of idiotic people I've met.
-Everyone is judgemental in one way or another, but some people just seem to ooze envy and jealousy and it's sickening to be around.
-I'm highly influenced by people's personalities, so a good soul is a happy Bea. <3 A big smile is an even bigger one in return.
-I question way too freakin much.
-I wish there was a way for me to make money doing just this, and this alone. Just writing about things I feel passionately about.
-Did I mention that I really want to go to BSU?
-I feel like somehow... someway... I will change the world. Even if it is a small change, I'll influence something and that something I hope is for the better. That I let my words speak nothing but the truth.
-That last statement was oober corny and I'm not sure why I typed it.
-Don't you just love the sound of the keyboard when you type? It's one of my favorite sounds... it clears my head andmakes me take more even breathes, because for somereason I have a hard time breathing at times.
-I love fruit, and if I could live off of one food group it would have to be fruit. every and all types <3 Oh yum...
-I'm a fan of sushi too, while we're at it. The more I try the more I love it. I really want to go to Japan just to say I've had real Japanese candy and likewise... say that I've been there and had some of their candy because that s*** is crazy!
-What do you think the best candy is?
-I love classic games, sometimes I just play my Pokemon Gold on my Gameboy advance and remember the days when I obsessed over how new it was.
-It seems like growing up takes forever... but at the same time. We take one quick look back over our shoulder "metaphorically speaking" and we're already too far ahead to back track out steps. What gives?
-I'm kind of tired of making lists now. And psychology homework is beckoning me.
-ughhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh