You know that you're out of shape when the run you use to do as a warm makes you want to throw up. Oh my freakin gosh, it's impossibly hard to believe how quickly muscles can deteriorate. Speaking of muscles.
I have to build mine up. I'm not sure if I should do it... but there is a proffesional cheer team that I could join with this once in a life time opportunity. Yeah, sounds too good to be true? It just might be. Not only is it perfect but the cost is freakin almost a grand and that's a lot of money.
See, here is a little story to give you a taste of where I'm coming from.
I use to be a cheerleader for the school cheer team. We woke up every morning at 5 a.m. and practiced till practically 8 a.m. Not to mention after school practices from 3:30 p.m. to 5. Mind you this is all in the same day. So I got a bit burnt out on it, but can you blame me? So I vowed I would never ever ever ever do it again. So here I am.
I have the opportunity to be a part of a team that travels around and does nothing BUT stunting and dancing instead of the standing on the sidelines in skirts to appease the football and sports fans. As much as I love old dudes staring at me, that was definitely not one of my favorite past times.
So I guess I will wait till thursday to see what I think about joining this team. All things set aside, I just don't know if I have it in my heart to be apart of something so big and grande when I'm not even sure I'm capable physically of doing it. The challenge would be more than inviting... but it might not be for me?
A lot of things can change.
I guess only time will tell, and sleep... which I probably need to get some. Considering I had dreams where a bunch of people got eaten by a giant water dragon thing.
Do you think there is any correlation to weird dreams and the amount of sleep you get? If so, I need a chart so I can stop having such weird, messed up dreams.
I've almost come to the point where I call it Acid-Land because it's borderline like I fell through the rabbit hole and landed in an Acid-induced nightmare. (sigh)
Anways... I guess we'll see what will become of cheer. But, all in all, over the next three months I am going to push myself to be in the best physical shape of my life.
For this fact and this fact only:
"I want to feel healthy the second I wake up from sleeping at night, and when I put on those clothes in the morning getting ready to greet the day, I want to have the mentality that ' I can do anything I damn well please. Give me an obstacle to jump and I'll fricken fly over it'." With that mentality, nothing would ever stand in my way and I would be all the better person for it. So really... by physically changing myself, mentally I would become stronger, working hard towards something I feel is near impossible for my body.
We'll see won't we?
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